I’m in love with my boyfriend but I don’t know if he loves me.

Elle Aptitude
8 min readJan 9, 2021

“When we first met, he was super sweet, charming, loving, and caring, the best boyfriend I could have ever asked for, I was just 17, my first love. I was so in love with him and I trusted him more than anything, he was my world, and, in a way, he still is, and I am deeply in love with him.

We met in college and things got serious very quickly and soon after that, I got pregnant. As we were both young and still in college it took a toll on our relationship. However, our love for each other was strong enough to endure the stress of accepting our new reality and we did manage to make it work.

I had to quit college, but he continued to university. I can’t say it was easy, life is not easy, but we did help each other, well I know I did my part, I remember being, 9 months pregnant, I stayed up all night doing his assignment because that is what you do for someone you love. He was tired and needed to sleep and I have been home all day it was the least I could do to help. And it is not the first time I have helped him with his assignment, throughout college I did most of his assignment and he passed with flying colors, I was so proud of him and my love for him grew even more. Luckily, he finished university and got excellent grades, and got employed in his field shortly after, what a joy. Life was great. But as you know, nothing lasts forever.

During my last trimester, as many of you who have been pregnant before are aware of how hard it is. I became very…

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Elle Aptitude

I write my story based on the conversations I have with the people I meet and my own reality. There is always truth in what you read.